January 29, 2005
I have a lot to write about, but currently I don’t feel like writing about it
I am still sick, and at the moment I don’t feel particularly happy… I know I ought to be happy but I’ve noticed that generally an action is followed by an equal and opposite reaction and that when a person is unhappy, typically they are either about to be very happy, or have just been very happy. I suppose the main reason I am unhappy currently, aside from the fact that I am still sick, is that my Neopets.com account was “frozen” which means that I can’t play with it anymore. As I had spent a LOT of time and effort on building and adding to that account, losing it isn’t too fun. I haven’t cried about it yet though, but I sure felt like it last night once the general shock wore off. And watching Sky Captain last night didn’t seem to help the situation… I probably would have enjoyed Sky Captain if I had seen it when I wasn’t depressed but when I am depressed I look at the depressing side of things, so I didn’t enjoy Sky Captain. At least my family did…
Currently my room is being worked on. I suppose it really is very nice to not have to clean up my room myself, but for some reason I don’t like it clean… I suppose because I’ve been saying “Yes, you can get rid of that” a lot. I am a hoarder of “stuff”.
I do apologize for putting a depressing post on here, but I decided that I would as occasionally I am not happy and cheerful and as it is a rare event that I am as unhappy as I currently am, I may as well document it. I’ll probably be much happier and cheerful once I eat a nice hot meal and have a good nights rest and am healthier and go shopping(which I haven’t done in some time, that may be another cause of my depression, no Walmart in a week or more…) I’ll probably be just fine. Oh, and it snowed today, so I can’t go to Walmart…
And I think I’ll end this post now and maybe go downstairs and find something to eat.