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I know that, because I am beginning to like styles and things that I used to not like and… Well I guess a discussion of clothes is rather boring for this website. Anyway I just had to take off a shirt by order of Mom because she said it was too “tight” Actually it wasn’t even snug and I still had plenty of room! If I was a movie star or a fashion model or a regular teen ager I think the figure I have would be very nice… But for me being rather small in the waist and larger elsewhere is annoying, especially when it makes almost anything look “Tight” as Mom calls it. And it is unfortunate that I like things that are fitted. Most of the clothes in my closet I don’t wear because either Mommy really likes them and I don’t, or I really like them and Mom doesn’t… Oh well, as far as clothes go I wish I lived many, many years ago… But as far as modern inventions go I am glad I live now, I don’t know what I would do without my computer, DVD’s, Sewing machine, and modern plumbing.

Any way, I am about to go to Walmart and I should be very happy about that. It has been a very long time since I was last there. I’ll have to be careful not to spend too much money though. A new Eowyn is very high on my list of things to get but I am still about four hundred dollars away from it, and at the rate I spend it will take a while to make that. Also we are about to make our annual trip to the Dollmarket and that is usually very expensive. Also I still haven’t bought the pattern software I was going to… The decisions of how to spend money are very important. Oh, and I have been doing a lot of language today, which will explain why I have a bad headache, feel depressed for no reason, and why I am not as excited about going to Walmart as I should be… Oh and I bought the shirt that I can’t wear, and when you personally pay money for something that you won’t wear it isn’t a pleasant feeling. I had better end this post and I hope that tomorrow I will be able to write something more worth reading. I am very glad I have this website, sometimes just writing something down makes one feel better, and twenty years from now when I’ll probably have a lot more bothersome and annoying things on my mind, I may enjoy knowing how very little I had to bother me when I was fifteen… At least there wasn’t an earthquake today(Eyore) Oh, and the very important DVD set that was supposed to come in Friday but didn’t, didn’t come in today. No I really must end this post and get ready to go(If we even are going, which I doubt(more Eyore))