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On the trip the time difference was considerable so when we returned there was an adjustment to make. So I foolishly thought I could do something nice, wake up at six and have three whole hours before breakfast at nine. Well, I could wake up at six but so is everybody else and now breakfast is at seven thirty. The whole idea of waking up early was to have my undisturbed time(Usually between nine in the evening and one in the morning) to write etc in the morning and go to bed early. So now the whole purpose of waking up early has been defeated. I am extremely unhappy right now because getting up earlier will probably make me want to go to sleep earlier and then I won’t have any undisturbed time for writing!!!

Also I don’t like being yelled at every morning. “ELIZABETH BREAKFAST” Shouted by five persons is extremely unpleasant. Today it was only four because Daniel is gone(I really miss, and worse of all my phone charger is lost so I can’t call him).

Anyway I am almost crying right now and I feel miserable and sick. What a pleasant way to start a morning…

I suppose I really shouldn’t be writing when I am really depressed, it makes everything more depressing to see it written down. Oh well, most people make mountains sound like mole hills but a mole hill would be quite a mountain to an centimeter high person.

And before I begin a discussion on logic and preparations I shall end this post and go downstairs and clear the table as I have been yelled at, I mean asked to do. At least in my old age I’ll be used to it and it is mainly my fault, for very little less than pounding on my door and “ELIZABETH” is enough to get me up in the morning, I like to sleep.

You know, “The Inevitable Doom Hath Come” would make a great book title. It probably already is a book but sometime I might write a story with that title, next time I’m in a depressed state of mind maybe.