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And in case the people to whose house we went over to earlier this evening read this my current state of unhappiness has NOTHING whatever to do with them. Though it was a bit upsetting to hear about their darling pet poodle Precious who was devoured by another dog in their living room.

I can’t, or actually I am not, going to mention why I am so very upset right now. It does have something to do with one of my brothers who is currently going through a very difficult time right now and it’s kind of like a battle is being fought about and for him right now. I dislike the feeling I have that I’m part of that battle and that I’m hurting him, I prefer being completely and utterly neutral in situations but most of the time I’m not. And I would say that there really is no such as a neutral person who doesn’t take a side, Everybody takes side but the side that they take may just be to ignore the situation.

I’ve actually cried more today than, I won’t say I ever had, but I have cried a great deal more than usual, and it wasn’t the sort of tears brought on by hypoglycemia. However I also have done more praying, which is very good because of what is going on. So please, pray for my family right now because things are not right but however the situation turns out I am sure that it will turn out for the best, eventually, because all things work together for good to them that love God and walk according to his purpose. But sometimes something really bad happens to somebody who doesn’t fit in that category in order for something good to happen to somebody who does… And sometime you have to wait a long time in order to see the good of it which is somewhat of what I am afraid of may happen in the situation that is currently upon us.

And I am SO glad I am not a man. That sort of responsibility and independence is not something I would want. I’m glad I’m sixteen year old girl who still can be carefree and happy for many years yet and that I have a father and a brother who can both shoot pretty well who can explain to anybody who courts me that dire things will probably happen to them if he does not treat me honorably and rightly. I am trying to think up pleasant things right now, but it seems disrespectful… Oh well, at least I wrote ONE cheerful(I hope) post today.

The Hour of DOOM Approaches!!!

I just had to say that.