Bethjoy.com

So I thought I would post about it. And do you know why I’m so happy? Because I’ve been praying! And right now I just feel peaceful, relieved, and happy. I know that God has everything in his hands and I know that he is going to work everything out beautifully and I feel like maybe he is going to let me get a book published at some point. With everything else that is going on right now you wouldn’t exactly think I’d be praying about that but while I was putting everything else into God’s hands I put my writing there too. It will be interesting to see what happens next. At any-rate things have always just fallen into place for me and worked out for the best and though I have been sad and depressed at times it never lasts long and even while I’m sad I’ve started looking out for the good things that are coming of it. And right now at least one good thing that is coming of this is that I am praying and reading my Bible more than I ever have in my life and I really have needed to be praying and reading my Bible as much as I have.

While I was praying about the plot I had just written and the getting something published I almost felt like it was going to happen. However I still would not call myself a very good Christian yet and I think my answer reception is probably a bit fuzzy so I don’t know. But maybe, just maybe I might have an actual book published sometime soon. It’s really doubtful but it just might happen. But first the book has to be written:) And right now I probably ought to go to sleep since it is late at night, or actually it is early in the morning.